Tuesday, September 18, 2012

The After by Briane Pagel

In life, death is one of the greatest mysteries. The After by Briane Pagel explores the notion of an afterlife and gives us a tale of people who were taken too soon from this world.

His holiness, the Dalai Lama says, “I believe that the very purpose of life is to be happy. From the very core of our being, we desire contentment. In my own limited experience I have found that the more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being. Cultivating a close, warmhearted feeling for others automatically puts the mind at ease. It helps remove whatever fears or insecurities we may have and gives us the strength to cope with any obstacles we encounter. It is the principal source of success in life. Since we are not solely material creatures, it is a mistake to place all our hopes for happiness on external development alone. The key is to develop inner peace.”

Saorise, the main character in The After, says, "We have a hard time letting go of things." I suppose I could agree with that statement, because I have a hard time letting go now. But maybe we all could learn a thing or two from the Dalai Lama and try to work on our own inner peace. Sadly, Saorise didn't learn this lesson until after her life had ended.
In a beginning that smacks of the Tobey Maguire flick, Pleasantville, Saorise becomes self-aware in her own home, at a table of perfect children and a perfect husband. This is a place where what she may subconsciously wants seems to come true, even if what she consciously desires might disagree with this notion.

At some point, in a conversation with Ansel--her handsome and kind husband--she arrives at the conclusion that they are all dead. Saorise doesn't remember her death. But this doesn't matter, because it is the only explanation that makes sense.

And thus the tale unfolds. Through seemingly random, chaotic, and unpredictable events, she meets people in a world made as lovely as strolling through a field of golden grain at the end of summer. It's surreal, much like the feeling I get from gazing at a painting by artist Brett Cushing entitled "The Departure of Summer." It leaves me with a soaring sense of melancholy. The painting has storm clouds on the horizon and birds in the sky. I think, "those birds are rising before a hot wind and see all the world in its beauty before winter comes." And death is the winter of our lives.
The Departure of the Summer by artist Brett Cushing. Click to Embiggen.
Saorise has so much love for her husband and her babies that living with them is the only "heaven" possible for her. But as she begins to question what is going on, her subconscious desires to know the truth. And "The After" obeys by unraveling the events of her own demise even as she gets closer and closer to the actual Tree of Knowledge at the center of The Garden of Eden.

Her guide in this journey IS her subconscious, manifested as William Howard Taft, a man that at first seems to be the villain of the story, yet (in my opinion) represents something entirely different. In life, Taft was President of the United States. In death he is also a leader, though of a different sort.

As I read Pagel's tale, I became more and more aware that in every scene Taft entered, he prodded Saorise to uncover more truths of her existence. He served as the motivation for her to find the Tree of Knowledge which is on the verge of bearing fruit. This begs the question: what happens when someone eats the fruit? The notion of "Can humans get kicked out of the Garden of Eden twice?" surfaces more than once.

But here's the thing, Saorise doesn't need to eat the fruit to know "everything." By the time her journey to the Tree of Knowledge ends, and she settles down at its base, Saorise knows all that she needs to know in a deeply satisfying ending that says paradise is what you make of it and that only through living one's life is one capable of understanding the Grand Design (if there is one).

For Saorise, the Grand Design was finding love while alive and being in love with Ansel.

Saorise's epiphany is three-fold. She learns:
1) That everyone's "After" is a reflection of what we are unable to let go of in life.
2) That when we die, we are allowed to return to "The Garden of Eden."
3) That on the way to Florida, their plane fell out of the sky, and she and her children burned to death leaving their husband, a lone survivor, all alone in the world to deal with the grief.

And at the end of the novel, Pagel tells us of Ansel's fate (and it's something we suspect we knew but didn't want to see happen because he's just that beautiful).  Ansel's body survived that plane crash, but despite counseling, his mind could not live without those he loved. All alone, heading toward a farm house that he and Saorise saw once from the road, he pulled over for the night.

And he killed himself using prescription sleeping pills.

It is a profound moment in the book when Saorise realizes how much Ansel loved her. And she hugs him and kisses him and says, "Oh...Ansel." And in those two words, we know all the beauty that we need to know. That life ends, but love it seems is everlasting.

I really encourage you to pick up a copy of The After and read it. This book is well deserving of its five stars for emotional, well written characters, and a story which is so sad and beautiful at the same time, that it will leave you pondering the pages well after you have put down the book.

Purchase The After at Amazon for only 99 cents HERE.

Thank you, Pagel, for such a great story.

20 comments:

  1. Sounds like an amazing tale, even if a bit depressing! I will add it to my TBR though 'cause it sounds like the happy (or at least uplifting in some way) may just outweigh the sad.

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  2. Great review Michael. This does sound inriguing. Thanks for the recommendation :)

    .......dhole

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  3. I have a copy of Eclipse but not that one.

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  4. That is a great book. Everyone should read it!

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  5. Sounds heavy, and I think it would make me cry.

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  6. This sounds great! But also, now i really want to watch Pleasantville

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  7. Wow, sounds like an amazing book. Just reading your summary left me feeling melancholy and contemplative. I think I will taking a look at this book for sure. Thanks.

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  8. I loved it. I'd consider buying it a second time after your review though.

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  9. It certainly sounds different from anything I've read in a while and the price is good.

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  10. Briane is obviously a gifted writer.

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  11. Sounds like a complex and engrossing read Michael. Was a little haunted just reading your thoughts about it!

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  12. Wow. This sounds right up my alley. Thanks for bringing this to my attention.

    And btw, my post tomorrow will be honoring you. Heads up! :)

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  13. Great, one more to add to the TBR pile. It sounds like it's right up my alley, though.

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  14. The After sounds like a profound, thoughtful story, and just strange and mystical enough to really appeal to me. I'll be checking it out.

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  15. Fantastic review. I am definitely going to purchase it now. It sounds so intriguing and deep. I live by a similar philosophy. I don't call it Karma or anything else. I just truly believe that I am happier when I hope for happiness for others. I feel like my life took a turn for the better a few years back when I let go of all old grudges and learned to forgive more easily.

    I cannot wait to read this book, but it sounds really sad. Thanks for sharing and introducing me to the book.

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  16. Wow, I got chills just reading about the book! It sounds wonderful.

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  17. Sounds like such a different kind of book. Thanks for the review. I don't think I would have come across this book if you hadn't told me about it.

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  18. What a beautiful and well written review. I can tell you loved Pagel's book. Thanks for the recommendation.

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